Nicodemus - Hate

Chapter (1)

"Chess…."

Nga Yu picked up his white bishop from the f5 square and a pawn from Khin Soe's e5 square and called chess.

All nine people watching went "Ha...". Nga Yu calmly picked up the envelope that was placed next to the chess board and stuffed it into his jeans pocket, but Khin Soe angrily stepped in and stopped him.

"What are you doing? It's not over yet. Don't do any psychological warfare, Nga Yu..."

"That's what they said, you don't know how to play chess. Now, which square will you move your king to... Move it to the square you like... It's done..."

"There's still one empty space on h 8..."

"Then I'll play chess from the queen h 7..."

"Light..."

"Don't knock, Khin Soe... I didn't capture from f5, I just made your h7 with a bishop... Let's practice..."

"Damn.... It hurts... I had to take it with my vagina..."

As soon as Khin Soe finished speaking, the chess board in front of him suddenly shook with a “wow.” Many onlookers were shocked. It was because Nga Yu kicked the board with his foot.

"Khin Soe... don't tell me that it's a woman's mind, you can explain it any way you like... Come on..."

Nga Yu broke his silence and stood in the wide open space in front of the tea shop, looking at Khin Soe. Khin Soe looked at Nga Yu, not knowing what to do.

“Yes, Khin Soe... We are playing a legal challenge. If you lose, don't say such and such things. I'm sorry, Nga Yu... We apologize.”

“Okay, Myat Zaw... I'll give that guy Khin Soe a piece of my sister "May Lay"'s T-shirt as a gift... And if there are any more Nga Ti who want to challenge me, let's make arrangements... Kyi accepts whatever they give, Nga Yu doesn't refuse Kyi, and he doesn't choose where he wants to go... OK, I'm leaving...”

Everyone surrounded Nga Yu who quickly jumped onto the racing bike.

"What are you talking about, women, who are losing because you're weak in religion? It's just a joke... You're also crazy..."

"Huh... I'm just saying it's a girl because it's a girl..."

"Then you left when he challenged you..."

"Go and try, win or lose, will I be the one to leave..."

“Don’t talk nonsense, Khin Soe... If you really have the courage, I’ll give you another chance to fight Nga Yu for money. I’m a state school champion in wushu, a university elite in taekwondo, and I’ve been called to teach kung fu because I love it... Now…”

"No need... The rooster doesn't crow, the sun doesn't rise. In the end, a woman is a woman..."

"Aye... If you dare to say that in front of Nga Yu, you'll be fined thirty thousand..."

Everyone surrounded Khin Soe, who was shaking his head at Myat Zaw's words.

Yu Yu Tun is a girl in her 19th year. However, Yu Yu Tun has never considered herself a girl. The word “girl” is something she has heard but never seen, and if she has seen it, it is something she has only heard of.

Since childhood, his behavior has been completely and clearly a boy. His belongings... his toys... his clothes... were all boyish things. He never wore, touched, or used girlish things.

Therefore, in a human life where the mind is the leader, the rest of the body follows the energy of the mind, so Nga Yu is as strong as a boy. He can do many sports that only boys can do.

He took classes in boxing, running, swimming, and mountain climbing. It's no wonder that Yu Yu Tun, who does the same things that boys do with a manly mind, has a boyish body.

This did not happen by chance. It was the result of a precise combination of many circumstances... many factors.

Yu Yu Tun's father was a soldier.

The soldier was a brave soldier who had won many police awards while in the army. Major Tin Yu was famous for avoiding the armed forces of the other side if they were clever. When that soldier got married... if he had a child... he would be crazy about his son.

He will teach his son the fighting skills he learned late. He will be a "son" who obeys rules and orders from a young age. He will be a "son" who knows all the fighting techniques when he grows up.

However, fate, which usually follows its own course, did not follow anyone's wishes. Major Tin Yu's wife did not give birth to a son, but only a daughter.

At the military hospital, he was not allowed to enter the room because he was not a son but a daughter. He was sad all day and drank. He was unlucky enough to have another child, but his wife died when his daughter was one year old. He was not interested in love anymore, so he lived with his daughter.

U Tin Yu created the son that fate had not given him. Ever since he could speak, he never called him “daughter” but only “son.” He never wore a girl’s shirt, but even wore boy’s clothes.

From the time he was born and learned to walk, he would not run if he fell, and when he was called, he would say "bya". When he reached the age of playing, he was not allowed to play with girls, but was bought boys' toys and was only trained to play with boys. Since he had no mother to teach him closely, Ma Yu Yu Tun became Nga Yu.

A child who loves his father and relies on him alone becomes a father who wants to be loved. He was so cute when he was a child. When he became an adult, things were not normal. The boyish instinct he was born with from a young age has taken over him to the point where he no longer remembers the word girl.

So Nga Yu thought like a boy and acted like a boy. He hated and destroyed all the feminine marks on his body.

The lips of the children who were holding the egg were wiped with betel leaves. The children with slender and plump arms were forced to play wushu. They were forced to play kung fu. They were forced to do taekwondo. Their straight and strong hair was thrown around their ears.

Nga Yu thinks like a boy, gets angry like a boy. He gets excited like a boy, and loves like a boy. Therefore, Nga Yu, who is called Yu Yu Htun, hates himself the most.

It's true that he doesn't want the word "woman" to exist in him at all. He wants the word "woman" to exist outside of him. That's why Nga Yu wants to love girls like a lover.

Now, after the chess match, it was time for his girlfriend to drop off for tutoring, so he had to pedal his bike hard to get her to finish her tutoring.

The girl named Nwe La Min makes his heart beat faster. With a smile, he continues to dream. Nga Yu has to step on the deep hollow of Nwe La Min's plump cheeks this evening to jump into it.

The summer moon is cloudless. It should shine brightly in the high sky, but there are few distractions. But Nga Yu likes to have such distractions. Nga Yu prefers to have a little arm wrestling and a little wrestling match before he can possess his lover.

So he felt like he had found true love.

It was only 4:05 when we arrived at Nwe La Min's tutoring room. It was half an hour early. He had been very wrong in his assessment of Khin Soe. He had thought that Khin Soe would be able to withstand his attack until the Ending. Now, the match was over in the middle of the match.