Kyi Aye - Mi

Mi..

How many times will the child get that name, even before I've seen Mi...Mi...Mi?

At first, I thought it was a strange name, so I called it a good name.

Then, because he could easily kill a man and a child, then because he was as cruel as a tiger that would turn its tail if it didn't hurt anyone...

Now, with my heart torn apart and my past shadowed by the distant past, I sigh in awe, "Me..Me.."

" Four ......

I dreamed of a bow at night. The stairs... oh... they are so long... they twist and turn endlessly. I don't know if it's day or night. It's getting dark, and in the darkness, I'm going down the stairs one step at a time, one step at a time.

In the dream, the little one was afraid. He was hesitant and hesitant, so Mi had to forcefully pull him, saying, "Come, little one, come." The little one followed, holding his arm tightly, and Mi was like a guide.

The bottom three or four steps left, and the two of us looked at each other, and it was really dark, and it was really dark. If we fell into that, we would never get anywhere, we would just wander around in the dark.. Dreams are like that. In dreams, there is no one to tell us, but we know it instinctively.

Then I don't know why. The two of us, forgetting the darkness, sat down on the right side of the stairs, leaning against each other. The raindrops were dripping down. Was it rain or tears on our faces? It was wet. Oh... it must be tears.

Mi and I sat quietly, not saying anything, for what seemed like the whole night. When Mi woke up, she was still half-way through the session.

Well... this is a dream. I think it's a sign, bro. I woke up before the dream ended. If you dream until it ends, it's like two people falling into the darkness.

What a beautiful dream..

Lay.. Mi is the one who has to go. He has done all kinds of bad, inappropriate, and wrong things, so he will die early before his due date. In fact, Mi has dragged Lay into trouble just like in the dream. Since the first time he met Lay, Mi has never done anything good for him.

It's good for Lay to hate Lay to death for his sins. Do you think Lay will escape punishment by running away from Lay like this?

Lay hates and forgets about the old man. It's not good for Lay to be angry and do whatever he wants because of the old man.

I left Mi in the dark on the stairs and ran back up. There are joys up there. Don't share the suffering and the sins that come with it.

It's almost here, I can still see it, lol. It's dark ahead, and there are only three or four steps left.

There's no point in being afraid of the dark and running away. I don't want to go back up, no matter what's up there. I deliberately went down to this darkness, didn't I?

Mi is close. I coughed badly at night. There was a lot of blood. Even the people around me were scared. They whispered that Mi didn't hear. The blood was so thick and red. .

It's not red, it's not red at all. It's black. It's so black, I can see it clearly. Now, there's only darkness in front of me. No matter where I look, I see only black.

"Little one.. Don't cry after reading this. Little one is just a child. I'm crying. It's not really a crying thing. This is so funny, bro... so funny. I'm laughing."

'My dear"...............

I know it's from the beginning.

Mi knows how to keep a man.

Look, my brother is so hurt that he can't even cry like he used to.

I stared at his little letter in my hand, panting.

Without looking at me, he said stupidly, "If I die, I won't be here."

My brother is still young enough to be so stupid.

He has the qualities of youth: gullibility, foolishness, and a quick mind.

However, I am not interested in taking risks enough to join the war.

I don't understand why he became a soldier because he doesn't love his country.

Finally, he found out that he had come to our camp due to a young man's love affair.

My brother fell in love with her with the intoxicating love that young boys have.

"Mei... well... I don't understand the feeling. Sometimes I think Mi loves me a lot. Sometimes I think she hates me a lot."

Maung Ko Lay's words: "Mi is beautiful, but there's something more to her. I don't know what. To put it simply, there's something about Mi that drives me crazy."

Her hair was light brown. Her eyes were almost gray. Her skin was white and pale. She was also thin, so she was very fragile.

"Mi is not very different from Myanmar. Her beauty is one of a kind. If I had to give it a name, it would be a pale beauty, a pale beauty."

My brother, lost in thought, introduced me to him before we had even met.

"Miha does a lot of work that I don't like. She doesn't do anything to anyone. And she makes me feel good with her cute little actions."

There are many times when Miha drives me crazy, like always. But when she comes to me quietly... oh...

Let's say I'm sitting at a table with my assistant. First, I smell a little of Evening Primrose.

And then, as the cold, soft touch on my shoulder subsides, my hand falls.

And a small part of the face will come close to my cheek.

I felt a surge of excitement inside me. I squeezed his hands tightly.

The little hands... they are so soft and slender. They are as smooth and white as ivory.

"That was my craziest time. I had a habit of coming up behind him and flirting with him without him knowing."

I was also interested and asked, "So what made you join the war?" He smiled a mischievous smile at first.

"I don't want to think about it. But I always think about it. And I cry. I'm not ashamed... I cry sometimes because of you."

Anyone who meets Me and Me will think that we are two people who are very much in love. For me, yes. For Me...

Have I told you? Sometimes I think she loves me very much. Sometimes I think she hates me very much...

Miha.. She goes wherever I want to go. She calls me by my name. I love you, I love you, I say as much as I want to say, Mi smiles.

But Mi shook her head. "I can't love you, I can't hate you," she said, closing the conversation.

If you ask me why I don't love you... I will answer, "Because I don't love you."

They don't care about me. But they are very close to me.

Oh... just like a real girlfriend.

Well... if I'm not crazy, who else will be? I can't stand it either.

Angry, ashamed, and disappointed, he said, "I love you, Miha."

"Are you pretending to hate me? Are you pretending to love me while I hate you?" I asked... Mi calmly replied, " Not both."

I asked, " What will I do if my brother dies?" He said, "I will grieve for three or four days."

Do you want to know what will happen to me? I can't tell you. You'll have to experience it yourself to know.

I didn't want to accept it and asked again. This is the answer. It's cruel.. I'll only be sad for three or four days. I don't think I'll live long if it dies.

Even though Miha is stubborn, she always smiles and talks to me.

So when he talks, I wonder if he's joking or serious.

I couldn't tell the difference between the two. So I was very embarrassed and very hurt.

So

"Fearfully leaning on it."

I will punish Mi for hating the person I love so terribly, so that she will be sad for three or four days... I joined the army.