Mya Than Tint - My Beloved Yun Khin Khin

Dear Yun Khin Khin,

When he arrived on the SS Bengal, Finny thought he would find nothing of what he had expected. The weather was very bad before reaching Sicily.

To look at Finni was like a sick monkey. He felt the same way in his heart. When he left Sicily, Finni emerged into the sunshine, a lovely young woman. But with her flowing dress, her hair tied in a bun, and her manner of speaking like an adult, many people treated her like a schoolgirl.

This was not because of anything else. It was because of Agatha. Even though Agatha was two years older than him, she didn't act like an adult. She was so childish that it was disappointing. Finni was disappointed that Agatha would be with him.

At school, Agatha was indeed useful to him. But when his father, who was a missionary in southern India, was transferred to Mandalay, Finni was greatly disappointed. Just because there was a missionary school, it was not a reason to go. Now, when he learned that his father was a member of the Mandalay Golden Palace, Finni thought that he would be called away frequently, and that he would be in trouble.

Anyway, Agatha has come with him. Agatha is still interested in the stories of her past school life and her classmates. She still brings back the memories of her time at Brighton School to life in the exciting present.

I'm so tired of all of this and hate it.

Even the good-natured Agatha herself did not like the missionary who had brought them over (not the missionary's wife, but the missionary). As for the little girl, she was not so good. Her name was Mrs. Margaret. Her name was a little strange. When she was excited, her long, white nose would scrunch up like a rabbit's. She also spoke harshly. She was so harsh that she wanted to kill her.

"Finni... don't brag. Remember that Nya is a girl who doesn't understand anything yet. I remember that the item I bought at a shop when I was young was a gift from the Queen Mother of the King of Inwa . Do you remember me bragging about it?

Oh... the shop is bragging about the goods they brought on credit. Be careful when you get there. Be careful of the little things you want to play with. It's a shame that you have to lie and be so arrogant, even though you're an Englishman.

"Aye... Actually, it's not my fault. I'm not of English blood. How could I? That's why God gave me English blood. I know about foreigners. In any case, I'll have to think about how to behave when I get there."

On board the ship, he was treated with respect by young men who treated him like a young lady. They were a young officer and a handsome merchant from Yangon. Some of the passengers mocked him as a drunkard, but he was remembered as a red-faced man. They were two young men who were going to plant a garden in Thiho.

When the SS Bengal entered the Suez Canal, they competed to explain the Suez Canal to Finny. | Mrs. Margaret Troy, who had taken care of them, did not care what she said. They all treated Finny like a schoolgirl .

When they all called her beautiful and intelligent , she was delighted, but Agatha didn't like them. Even though Agatha was happy to see her when she was angry and her nose was red, she was not the kind of girl like her. Only late at night did she enter the room where they and Agatha were riding. At that time, her ivory-white cheeks were flushed, her eyes sparkling.

Finny was cheerful and lively. She was full of charming qualities like being dominant and outgoing. Isn't that life? Agatha looked at her with envy and resentment. At the same time, she looked down on her.

True. He is not as handsome as Fingni. He thinks that he is happy to see that her nose is a little flat. However, he thinks that Fingni is not a good girl. In this world, appearance is not important . Isn't it important to be a woman? However, he doesn't think that Fingni is so cute.

In fact, Finni was not beautiful at all. If you took her apart , she would not be beautiful at all. Her face was flat, her nose was flat. And her figure was still small. Yet, a certain feminine quality seemed to radiate from Finni's body, enveloping Agatha's flabby body. Agatha thought her mouth was tight. Finni was disgusting to look at. That was why Agatha hated Dane.

When Finni returned to their room, Agatha was irritated by the sweet scent of Finni.

Agatha's voice was broken and...

"Why are you so late? You know Mrs. Margaret Troy doesn't like it."

Finni stopped singing and said that she didn't care if Maggisma | Gadtri didn't like it. What a useless old cat. I wondered what kind of people would marry such a great woman.

"You're not doing anything, you're just being a little too close to the bottom . What are you doing on the deck at this time?"

“Oh... what should I do? They're talking. They said it too. I said it too. Tonight, Mr. Jack showed me the fishing pole.”

"If you want to show me, there's still time in the afternoon." Finni couldn't help but laugh.

"Oh...the fishnet is a star. What should I see at noon?"

"Hey...you understand what I'm saying. Jack will understand too. Don't be so casual, you're still fat."

Finny looked at him with round eyes as if he didn't understand... "What does that have to do with me?" "Of course...of course, it has nothing to do with me. This person..."

"Agatha... what's going on? What, you think I'm having sex with him?"

Agatha's pale cheeks turned red. She felt embarrassed at being asked such a rude question.

Finny thought for a long time. If only Agatha knew that Jack had kissed her, she would hate him. She didn't want Agatha to hate her. She just wanted her to be jealous. She couldn't tell Agatha that Jack's kiss was different, not like the kiss of a young ship's officer. Jack's kiss made her whole body go soft. The young ship's kiss didn't have that power. Everything was interesting to Finny, who was experiencing something new. But she couldn't tell Agatha about it, let alone tell her.